Be careful what you wish for...

...because it just may ruin your marriage.

I am struggling folks. Bad. I am so severly homesick and DH has been being a real prick to me which is doing nothing but making me sink even further into this funk. It's so bad right now that I am longing for Albany if you can believe that. I was ready to pack Oop and Bear up last night and start heading north. I don't know if my marriage can survive this and I don't know why DH has suddenly begun acting like this. *sobs*

The Power of Ten

...stolen from everybody else.

10 Favorites...
Favorite Color: Pink
Favorite Food: Watermelon
Favorite Band: Allman Brothers
Favorite Movie: Almost Famous
Favorite Sport: Basketball
Favorite Season: Summer
Favorite Day Of the Week: Saturday
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: Not a huge fan of ice cream but I'll go with Mint Chocolate Chip
Favorite Time of Day: 6:00 p.m.

9 Currents...
Current Mood: Anxious
Taste: Diet Dr. Pepper
Clothes: Univ. of Michigan t-shirt (Go Blue!) and Ithaca lacrosse shorts.
Current Computer Background: The picture of the pups that I posted down below.
Current Finger/Toenail Color: None/None. I need to paint my toes. That have been primed, I just need to get around to it. They will be painted Cherry Crush.
Current Time: 11:17 a.m. EST
Current Surroundings: Bonus room desk surrounded by various boxes and misc. items.
Current Annoyance(s): The dogs following my.every.single.move.
Current Thought: I don't feel like going to Lowe's to return a floor sample board.

8 Firsts...
First Best Friend: Bobby Guido
First Love: Bobby Guido
First Screen Name: thndrkttn
First Pet: Morgan (bunny)
First Piercing: Ears
First Crush: Bobby Guido
First Music: Prince's Purple Rain and Madonna
First Car: Grey Buick Century

7 Last...
Last Cigarette: 3 weeks ago
Last Drink: Diet Dr. Pepper (drinking it right now!)
Last Car Ride: Walmart and Bank of America.
Last Text Message: Sept 5. "Drive Fast and take lots of chances" from my DH when I was driving down to NC.
Last Movie Seen: 28 Days.
Last Phone call: Made to the painting contractor that we're hiring.
Last CD Played: Allman Brothers off of their box set.

6 Have You Ever...
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: Yep and it was disastrous.
Have you Ever Broken the Law: Yes
Have You Ever Been Arrested: *sigh* Yes.
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: Yes
Have You Ever Been on TV: A bunch of times for various reasons. My most famous would probably be my guest appearance at the Survivor Reunion show. *snork*
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: Oh goodness, yes. That all I did my entire freshman year in college.

5 Things...
You're Wearing: Black head band, gold and silver cuff bracelet, pearl earrings, lax shorts, t-shirt.
You Did Last Night: Sulked because my DH was being a jerk to me. He apologized but I am still a bit miffed.
You Can Hear Right Now: Van Halen
You Can't Live Without: I honestly can't think of a anything. A toilet?
Do When You're Bored: Surf the net, play with the dogs or the kitty, itunes, watch crime dramas on tv.

4 Places You've Been To:
1. Paris, France
2. Frankfurt, Germany
3. Bern, Switzerland
4. San Juan, Puerto Rico

3 People You Can Tell Anything To:
Fox, Heather and DH

2 Choices...
1. Black or White: Black
2. Hot or Cold: Cold

1 Person You'd Do Anything For:
Dolly

Aaaaannnnndddddd, we're back!

Hi everyone! I've missed you guys and seriously, I thought about all of you on a regular basis. I apologize for the confusion as to who could read my blog etc. It had nothing to do with allowing peeps to read, I just didn't know how to take it down while I was gone without deleting it completely.

This is going to be rather disjointed so I apologize in advance.

ETA: I left my job with my held high and I was definitley the bigger person. I brought Oop in on my last day and introduced her to TEE. Yup. TEE had actually given me some sound advice when Oop was little so I thought that would be the perfect way to leave. So, I know in my heart that TEE can't say ONE.NEGATIVE.THING about me thats true. And, in on the same type of subject, the neighbors kids? Taunted my movers. My moving crew was all African American; an uncle and his two nephews. The fvcking kids next door, stood out on the sidewalk and freakin' taunted them while they were moving our stuff. I was livid and wanted to call the cops and came || <---- this close but was worried that they would do something awful to the house. You have no idea how badly I wanted to scream a ridiculous amount of obscenities at their house when I drove away but I didn't. I figured it would make me feel worse to that then just walk away...

So. We're in Charlotte in our new house. We didn't hit one major snag which was unbelievable! I arrived here Thursday with the dogs. DH started his new job two weeks ago and loves it. We've already gone to a neighbor's house for a cookout with lots of wine so that was nice. We had new washer and dryer delivered along with a new 42 inch plasma hdtv and a new printer/copier/scanner thingy, all courtesy of DH's old firm.

I am busy unpacking and holy.hell. do we have A LOT of stuff. Yikes. I had no idea we had as many kitchen items as we do.

I have only talked with the good employee once. I could barely handle that. I knew my old job was toxic, I just never realized how much. I had to drive by the back of my old building to get to the U-Haul store for more boxes and I would get that familiar tightness in my chest just thinking about that jail that I worked in for 5 years. I definitely miss working to be honest with you. Miss having a purpose I guess. My purpose now is so mundane; take care of the dogs, unpacking boxes, cleaning, cooking, grocery shopping...I suppose I am not really cut out for staying at home. Basically, after everything is done with the house, I need to find a job ASAP. Although, I still haven't left the house on my own. I'm a bit wary of that. I haven't driven anywhere without the dogs in over 10 days. I knew Charlotte was huge but driving around with DH yesterday? OMG. I could get lost and not find my way back for a week! Oh and we joined a church if you can believe that. *snort*

Just wanted to touch base with all of you. I will be catching up on your blogs when I take breaks from the endless cardboard and packing paper which seems to have consumed my life. *SMOOCHES*!!!

P.S. Luna, if you and your DH are planning on coming down in October for the race at Lowe's, you are more that welcome to stay with us. :)